Insomnia

What a peaceful night

or should i call it a lonely night?

It's been someday since I left the familiar place in my secondary school life

Life is unpredictable

just like human

I wouldn't wanna leave if I had a chance

It's all fixed

that everything changed are facts.

Looking backwards isn't the best way for all human beings, I know.

Yet memories would be so wonderful . perfect . beautiful

for all of us.

I just came back from my journey to other countries

Did I change?

I didn't either notice or know that.

I just know, I fell in love with my home.

perhaps homesickness?

Parents are so lovely

I wish i could stay with them forever.

Although that day wasn't doing quite well in my journey to overseas
I still wanna say a happy birthday to me in this lovely December 2010.

And I'm going to leave a great place with great friends

and start to adapt a new surroundings

I was afraid

Yet, I have to go.

Explore something that's new

This is what you called 21st century.

You will be game over if you just standing at the same position.

Friends, I was suffering from blurred vision,

few moments ago,

Cause I miss you all so much

That I didn't found out that

Tears are all around.

Sometimes

Distance are kinda hurt.

Friendship shouldn't be like

bond-breaking.

"Oh,baby,these times are hard"

Ashley.

1.40am

24-12-10